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I will no longer blog here. Multiply is where i'll post all my peekchas from now on.
However, u can find me blogging else where.
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=)

Haha!
Im waiting for my DVD to decrypt. =.="
3 freaking hours and guess what?
i still have 1 hr ++ to go.
im not sleepy tho. haha.

I did sumthing juz now.
sat in front of the mirror and decided to do eye make up.
Doing some research on the internet and ta daa....
now that only my left eye have eye shadow, im soo lazy to wipe it off. haha.
i'll just do it later in the morning.

just so you know,
im having 2 tuition tomorrow.
=P

ok. i'll have to stare at the screen for another hour and ++...
=)

toodles!

i can say i am.
haha.
flip thru my closet and most of my tops are of expensive ones.
not that i wanna "act" or what la.
but i have my own reasons why i buy expensive tops and jeans.
one- for quality.
i pay for the quality.

not the brand ok.
please3..... never say one pay more for the brand.
many people says that.. i spend money on expensive clothing for their brand.
no....

2nd- the design. =)
it doesnt really matter but it plays a part too.
hehe.

i welcome all brands.
but im really into GUESS by Marciano, Armani Exchange and French Connection.
i usually shop there for my tops and bottoms.

the only brand that turns me off is MANGO.
heeh.
Most of the tops are errr... ugly.
yea. Only certain are nice.
too many minahh out there wears MANGO tops.
so.. MANGO kinda give me the "minah2" impression.
But it wont kill for me to buy their tube. =O
haaha.

ok.
im done.

the purpose of this blog:
Never say i buy expensive tops and bottoms for the brand and it's a waste of money.
because it's not.
BELIEVE me.

=)

BUT hey! i do love those cotton tee that's sold at pasar malam for only $10.
Like my camera tee. heeee. very comfortable. =)

Setiap manusia tidak akan terlepas daripada ujian hidup. Hidup kita boleh diibaratkan seperti sebuah roda. Ada kalanya kita berada di atas dan ada kalanya kita berada di bawah bak peribahasa 'air pun ada pasang surutnya.'

Oleh itu, kita perlu sentiasa bersikap positif tatkala menghadapi kegagalan dalam hidup kita.

Sebagaimana yang tersirat dalam Surah Al-Baqarah, ayat 286:
"Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya. Dia mendapat pahala kebaikan yang diusahakannya dan dia juga menanggung dosa kejahatan yang dilakukannya."

Kita harus sedar bahawa kegagalan dalam hidup kita hanya sementara sahaja.

signing off.
Miss Irah

freaking pissed off.
YES! I'VE HAD ENOUGH.
and i will tell you idiots who's reading my blog that im tearing now.
Tearing and typing at the same time.
GOD! who does that.

i truly had enough of the shit my sister gives me each and every day.
she always thinks she's one big ass to rule the house.
No, to RULE MY LIFE.
i soo had enough.
i had enough of her lying to my mum.
i've had enough of her blacklisting my name simply because she DID NOT pay up her $600+ accrued bills.
i've had enough of her playing "mother" to me.
i rule my life!
She's making my life difficult and miserable by controlling my life.
why?
because she have got no life herself!!!
i love my sister.
but i hate her ways.

I respected her being my elder sister.
i've always respected her.
I never fish out any of her personal stuffs but she always have ways to dig out mine.
Ok. i know she and her bf's mum are in GOOOOD terms but it's not necessary for her to be so bossy and say things that hurt my feelings!
so what if she's having plans with her bf to have an engagement.
i dun give a shit ok.
her bf did things to me before and i shall never forgive him for that.
something that i've been trying to forget.
Ya Allah. give me some patience.

The most hurting thing that she ever said was.
"dek, nanti kalau adik nk kawin, sape nk dtg minang.."
and she put that face. THAT FACE!!!! THAT IDIOTIC LOOK ON THE FACE!!!
frankly, i was hurt. yes, i was. in fact. nt was. im always hurt when she says that.
it's not only once that she says that.
OVER AND OVER AGAIN. like, every 2 days she will definitely, without fail pop that question.
arrogance wont go a long way lady.
i tell myself.
Allah maha kuasa. I leave everything to Allah to decide.
Yes, we plan.. but only Him/He who decides.

of course, bf pop that question "will you marry me?" a couple of times already.
I believe im ready to serve him as a wife. However, i have my education to complete.
yyg alrady have a stable job himself. i have a long way to go.

i blog to say that deep deep deep deep down inside, it's killing me.
im screaming.
Khai, im sure you know what im feeling.

im just so sad right now.

gd bye.

i LOVE you. =)

swensen's was great.
free ice cream.
yum2.

will blog again tomorrow before i go out for tuition.

Alhamdulilah, syukur..
Everything went smoothly the other time.
After everything was done, i felt so peaceful.
MasyAllah.
this feeling that i have inside me.. i myself am not sure how to describe.
It just feels like.....
hatiku lapang sangat.
Alhamdulilah.
Thank you Allah. for everything.

Lemme just say a few things here.
I have to abide by the court rules.
of course, i wont mention anything here. =)

but i just wanna share something.
Something beautiful to me....
For the first time, i saw his mum.
The way she talked to my dad and the way she talked to me.
There's just something about her that kinda touch me inside.
it's crazy of course to say that bf's mum have been on my mind ever since that day.
(minus the fact of whatever she thinks of me)
i was juz wondering why is it so hard for bf to communicate with his mum.
i believe if bf were to sit and talk with her peacefully, everything between them(mum and son) can work out.
Note: my bf does have a bad temper and anger management.

i just find whatever im feeling now is funny. haha.
segale dendam tht i have towards his sys pun menghilang begitu.
Ohh Allah.. terima kasih kerana memberi ketenangan dalam diriku.

MasyAllah.. this is soo greattt... =)
Alhamdulilah!!! =)

the only thing my parents were mad was because i didnt salam yyg's mum. they say im being very biadab. =( boo. at that point in time, i was just being egoistic. soorry.

i just find myself smiling more each and every day. still, i dun know why. heeh.
giler gak nyer anak hassan nie. kwang3.

I really do think times flies. ouhh God..
counting down the hours.

10 hours more.
before i head down to subordinate court.
InsyAllah, everything will run smoothly.
My Dad who is my pillar of strength will be there.
My mum is not interested and couldn't be bothered will not be there.
Hey, i cant blame my mum. She hates this kinda stuff.
Me too, my dad too. Everyone does.
but it's them who forced us to make this tough decision.
i gez, it's the only way for us to settle this peacefully.

Oh Allah, give me the strength to overcome this. InsyAllah.

Amin.

irah.

my laptop crashed.
eeee...
very scaryyyyy...........
=(
But it's in goood health now. =)
Lucky dun havta send to HP ctr once more.
But kalau send pon, ape salahnyerr ehh. haha.
The other time when i sent my laptop to HP care ctr, it cost me abt $1100+.
but tk yah bayar!!
coz my laptop is still under 3 years warrenty. =D

I find it useful that im occupied with tuition nowadays. heee!!!
=)
money money moneyy..... =)))

im also still thinking should i or should i not get a part time job?
coz by giving tuition, i can earn roughly about close to $700 a month.
yea.. last year i earn abt $1K+ a month teaching and working part time.

ahhhhh....
no need to work part time arr.. heeeheee...
juz give tuition.
=)

ouh, my cousin was given the title "marriage"for her compo.
i love that topic.
mainly becoz..
i see, i hear marriages that are wreacked, happy, sad.. miserable, short gun(wahhaah).... and what have you.
which makes me think...
maybe i should start writing compo for myself. hehehe..

It's been very lonngggg since i wrote a composition.
and hell yea, im good at it.
during my sec school days.. i used to score very high marks for my compo. hehehe.
for english that is, not pretty much of malay.
frankly speaking, my malay is Karat to the maximum. =X

It's fun.
haha.

For myself, i have an account with DBS, POSB, UOB and OCBC.
how cool is that? Haha.
oh.. my svgs acc for DBS and POSB are diff tho they merge the bank tgt...
I love my DBS Mastercard but i love my OCBC and UOB visa more. =)
Reason being, i can draw out money using my OCBC at any UOB ATMs. =D
And ya.. When going shopping, got lots of benefits. =) esp using UOB and OCBC.

Yayang opened an acc with UOB the other time and after that, signed up for CITIBANK svgs acc as well. Syiok2. All in all, he got POSB, UOB and of course, CITIBANK savings acc. hahahaaaaa.
My mum was like, bnyknye bank acc awakkk.. =P
I juz answered.. yea.. makes life easier. =D

yyg wanted to open an acc at standard charted. I wanna open another acc with HSBC. HuA HUA huA!!!! i dun know but it's juz smtg abt the bank(s) tht makes me attracted to them. crazy? yes, i am. =)

only cleverr people like me sign up for diff banks BUT having to look at the diff benefits they offer. =)

ok.

chao!

i've got nothing to blog actually. heeheh.....
yyg and i have been hopping in and out of different2 banks.
=P

I really should than my yayang for all the stuffs he bought fer me.
yea.
renoma bag, SK jewelery necklace, Animal dress... there is just too many things  that he bought fer me.. i cant even list them all here. hehe.

well, it's kinda ferst time yyg bought me a dress. Haha. When we're at harbourfront ctr, we saw this dress at Animal. I instantly fell in love with that dress. And yyg was like, "ok.. we'll take one".. when i look at the tag, i put it back and yea.. told him "let's look around for a cheaper one.." haha.. so we went around and popped by Warehouse. That's a top there that's nice but it's nt really a dress. More to a long fitted top.. tht costs $75. Again yyg went, "that's nice.. u nak?" my answer is still the same.. Look around.....

After much looking around, going into Esprit, BYSI, MANGO, ZARA and what have you... yyg still insist me on buying that dress at animal.

so... made our way to Animal. Took the top, tried it on.. and Kacing... $109.00
item can be returned within 7 days if there's any defects. Hhe.
Thanks yyg...

im lovin my life now.
heeh.
im lovin my bf.
=)

wow,
it's wonderful that people are still checkin me out.
;)


like my title says,
I feel like a superstar.

HAHA!